LSS Confessional

[Konata Suzumiya]

I've never understood why someone tries to be someone else when himself is the only real thing to be.

there are quite a few reas0ns actually.
1. because its fun (indisputably the m0st imp0rtant reas0n)

2. i trust s0me pe0ple with a m0re pers0nal side 0f me than 0thers

3. certain aspects 0f my behavi0r w0uld be l00ked d0wn 0n.

4. its a l0t easier t0 get t0 kn0w s0me0ne when y0u have similar interests 0r attitudes.

5. g0ing back t0 number 1, because i can (easily the sec0nd m0st imp0rtant reas0n).

[furball]

No Awkward Boners? XD (I can't believe I just typed that.)

Awkward boners are better than that monthly present :P I'm quite happy to be a guy. wouldn't really mind that much if i was a girl though

[Sakuraa]

Awkward boners are better than that monthly present :P

True.. You got me there.

I ate Mint chapstick when I was 5 or 6 years old because I thought it tasted good. ;l I'm definitely weird.

[furball]

I ate Mint chapstick when I was 5 or 6 years old because I thought it tasted good. ;l I'm definitely weird.

seeing that reminded me of
the time i tried some bacon flavored mints. those were awful. it's like worse than eating pure lard. and the mints don't melt for like an hour. bleh.

[Metaler]

I don't wanna be a girl, since then I'd have to stay in the kitchen :(

You got some outdated values there.

[Yoda]

You got some outdated values there.
It's hard to update values when you're turning 141 this year.

[Beyond Birthday]

Almost everything I say should not be taken seriously
Sometimes If someone says something to me, even if I hear very clearly what he/she says, I ask "What did you say?"

[Yoda]

Almost everything I say should not be taken seriously
Sometimes If someone says something to me, even if I hear very clearly what he/she says, I ask "What did you say?"

I'm the same for both of these

[Sakuraa]

My best friend in real life is deaf from birth (she can hear sorta when she has hearing aids in though.) and sometimes I even forget because I don't think of her disability at all because I see her as a normal girl. Then I mention to her how She's going to go deaf by having her headphones blaring so loud. *shot* I feel so bad after saying that.

I miss summer.

[Metaler]

I miss summer.

I hate summer. D:

[Yoda]

I want to own a rifle.

[Droote]

I hate summer. D:

That's because it's hot and sunny all the time where you live! Here summer = not snowing

[furball]

I failat english

[sheepgoesmeep]

I failat english
so do I

[Yoda]

I keep referring to anime characters as objects.

[Z008MJ]

I want to own a rifle.

I own a rifle. An M1894 Lever-Action Henry Rifle. :D XD

No ammo, though.

[Sakuraa]

When I was little, I ventured out in my old old house's backyard (It was basically a field in the backyard. It's basically a subdivision in the middle of nowhere) Well one time I fell into a 2 foot ant hill. No joke. It was that big. o.o ...I've been afraid of ants ever since... >->; All I remember is hundreds of ants. ; _ ;

The other time, I accidentally stepped on bird eggs D: Had a nasty swamp bird chase me back to my house... I was 2 and a half. ._. And that's the first memory I remember. e_e

[Z008MJ]

When I was little, I ventured out in my old old house's backyard (It was basically a field in the backyard. It's basically a subdivision in the middle of nowhere) Well one time I fell into a 2 foot ant hill. No joke. It was that big. o.o ...I've been afraid of ants ever since... >->; All I remember is hundreds of ants. ; _ ;

The other time, I accidentally stepped on bird eggs D: Had a nasty swamp bird chase me back to my house... I was 2 and a half. ._. And that's the first memory I remember. e_e

Maybe it's wrong of me, but my first thought reading that was of feeling sad for the innocent animals that died, you're still ok atleast.

[Beyond Birthday]

When I was little, I ventured out in my old old house's backyard (It was basically a field in the backyard. It's basically a subdivision in the middle of nowhere) Well one time I fell into a 2 foot ant hill. No joke. It was that big. o.o ...I've been afraid of ants ever since... >->; All I remember is hundreds of ants. ; _ ;

Something like that happened to me once when I was a kid, I was playing with my Airsoft gun and I saw an old wasp nest,
I thought it was empty since I never saw any movement around it, so I switched auto mode on and shoot at it, next thing I knew was that I saw this huge storm of wasps and they attacked me that instant, That was painful...

There is three animals wich I hate most in this earth, mosquitos, wasps and elephants.

[Sakuraa]

Maybe it's wrong of me, but my first thought reading that was of feeling sad for the innocent animals that died, you're still ok atleast.

Oh I felt sorry for the eggs. I cried for about 3 hours because I felt really bad. I felt like a murderer. At 2 and a half. D: I'll never live it down. I'm still hard on myself even now like almost 19 years later. ...also. I look down when I walk now. All the time. So people think I have super low self confidence... that too but I'm also making sure I don't step on eggs. D:

[sheepgoesmeep]

I look up a lot when walking outside, I don't trust birds.
If one flies above me I step out of the way.

[Z008MJ]

Oh I felt sorry for the eggs. I cried for about 3 hours because I felt really bad. I felt like a murderer. At 2 and a half. D: I'll never live it down. I'm still hard on myself even now like almost 19 years later. ...also. I look down when I walk now. All the time. So people think I have super low self confidence... that too but I'm also making sure I don't step on eggs. D:

I look down all the time when going outside too, i regularly walk into things just because i never look ahead of me.

[furball]

Oh I felt sorry for the eggs. I cried for about 3 hours because I felt really bad. I felt like a murderer. At 2 and a half. D: I'll never live it down. I'm still hard on myself even now like almost 19 years later. ...also. I look down when I walk now. All the time. So people think I have super low self confidence... that too but I'm also making sure I don't step on eggs. D:

at least a fish didn't nearly destroy your childhood (http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/03/how-fish-almost-destroyed-my-childhood.html)

[Metanoia]

I look down all the time when going outside too, i regularly walk into things just because i never look ahead of me.

I tend to walk with my head down as well. When I do that, people sometimes think that I'm sad or mad when I'm actually not.

[Aiko]

I have transvestic fetishism and I've planned to kill several students at my school before because they're ignorant black dumbasses. Granted, I have nothing against black people, just ignorant ones.

I'm also questioning my sexuality, I'm bisexual, but I'm thinking I might be homosexual.

[Sakuraa]

I guess you can say the same thing for me, but I prefer Girls that dress in guy clothes. I love teh tomboys~! -w-

Also I'm lesbian, but everyone knew that. xD
Not in real life though. (meaning no one believes me so They just assume I'm straight.) ._. People don't seem to believe me when I tell them I like girls.

[DevaPain026]

to Sakuraa
One of my online friends is lesbian and otaku.
I have many online friend , but she's the only one from Bulgaria.

[Z008MJ]

I have transvestic fetishism and I've planned to kill several students at my school before because they're ignorant black dumbasses. Granted, I have nothing against black people, just ignorant ones.

Wouldn't killing them be worse than being an ignorant person?
Also I'm lesbian, but everyone knew that. xD

I didn't know that.

[Aiko]

Wouldn't killing them be worse than being an ignorant person?
Well yes, but I also want to kill one person at least once.

I'm also a FILTHY RED.

[Supernova141]

There is three animals wich I hate most in this earth, mosquitos, wasps and elephants.

What do you have against elephants?

[Beyond Birthday]

What do you have against elephants?

I don't really know, I just never liked those things...

[Z008MJ]

Well yes, but I also want to kill one person at least once.

I'm also a FILTHY RED.

Indeed, many feel they want to kill someone at some point, but you said "planned", making up a plot for how to take someone out means you've basically already loaded your gun, and now looks for a lonely street to ambush them on.

I know this is obviously not the case, i'm just pointing out what it sounds like.

What do you mean by red? Bad temperament? Commie?

[sheepgoesmeep]

he most likely means he's a Republican
it's been ages since i last ate toast, not missing it much

[Z008MJ]

he most likely means he's a Republican

What does being a Republican have to do with redness?

[Droote]

What does being a Republican have to do with redness?

It is their colour of the USAmerican political spectre. Also, most of them are rednecks

[Sakuraa]

I didn't know that.

Really? o.o Well now you do! XD Actually, most of the girls on LSSF are either bisexual or Lesbian. I wonder why that is o.o

I secretly think ke$ha is amazing and hot but like it makes me feel dirty because all she sings about is drugs, sex and partying.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTq9hIDY5yw SEE? D: ...put her in guy clothing and it will be a hnngh fest. u_u

[furball]

Well yes, but I also want to kill one person at least once.

I'm also a FILTHY RED.

I assumed this to mean commie. lol

oh. something relevant.
for some reason I have something against vegetarians. I have no idea why. nothing big, just...irks me a little for some reason. Really no idea why.

[Sakuraa]

I assumed this to mean commie. lol

oh. something relevant.
for some reason I have something against vegetarians. I have no idea why. nothing big, just...irks me a little for some reason. Really no idea why.

I'm sorta vegetarian. (off and on anyways.)

[sheepgoesmeep]

i don't understand vegans, milk doesn't hurt the cow, it's good for it be be milked etc.

[Droote]

i don't understand vegans, milk doesn't hurt the cow, it's good for it be be milked etc.

BUT YOU ARE STEALING THEIR MILK!

[sheepgoesmeep]

BUT YOU ARE STEALING THEIR MILK!
They enjoy it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2H-ZNfhxbs

[Yoda]

I feel very uncomfortable around gays. They tend to creep me out.

[Metaler]

I have doubts about my sexuality sometimes

[Sakuraa]

I feel very uncomfortable around gays. They tend to creep me out.

Sorry u_u

I swear, my life soundtrack consists of Lights songs. <3

[Droote]

I feel very uncomfortable around gays. They tend to creep me out.

So you are literary homophobic.

[DevaPain026]

Accelerator is the only boy from anime that I really like. I mean like a character. All other characters that I like are girls , but it's nrmal since I'm a boy.

[Yoda]

I sometimes like my own Facebook posts

[furball]

I sometimes like my own Facebook posts

On yahoo answers I will upvote my own answer and downvote others so my answer will be the best

[Sakuraa]

I cuddle with teddy bears still when I feel down/sick... at age 21. *shot*

[Naverwolf]

I cuddle with teddy bears still when I feel down/sick... at age 21. *shot*

I cuddle and talked to stuffed animals all the time, regardless of mood.

[BloodRawEngine89]

I play hooky whenever I oversleep on a day I have class.

[sheepgoesmeep]

I used to be terrified of the easter bunny
when i was in nursery/preschool the teachers decorated the floor with giant bunny footprints, and i thought there was a rogue giant creature on the loose XD

[DevaPain026]

I'm Orthodox Christian

[brupielink]

I sometimes get up in the middle of the night to find all the stuff that can function as armor and weapons/tools, and dress up for a zombie apocalypse.

[KonataTheAwesome]

I really want some new barbie dolls, but I'm too embarrassed to ask... in my school, there's an extremely large group of popular kids. They have a game that they call " the chucky family." and it annoys the crap out of me because they always bring it up and 99 percent haven't even seen one film in the series.

[DevaPain026]

I like Sakuya , Remilia and Flandre from Touhou. I think I like many of the characters there , but I like these a lot more.
I want to buy a pocket watch from the old ones. I really like clocks ya' know.

[Droote]

I want to buy a pocket watch from the old ones. I really like clocks ya' know.

Then I see why you like Sakuya so much

[brupielink]

I want to buy a pocket watch from the old ones. I really like clocks ya' know.
lol. My dream is to become a watchmaker!

[Dally]

I feel like every time, my marks get worse and worse and my memory starts to fade out, that I've lost understanding in my subjects, and everything else. Yes, I've tried hard to do my best, but all they want is results, they just want me to get it good, they don't care how hard I tried on it. I felt so stressed about everything that I want to punch everything I see. Also, the way they just smile.....they just smile like nothing's wrong and that it's going to be okay. NO, FUCKING DAMMIT! IT WILL NOT! But hey, I'm not a fucking mind reader, who the hell knows what they are thinking, I'm just a stupid kid who lost understanding of everything, everyone, and myself. Maybe it's all because I didn't stand up for myself back then and now, when I wanted to go to College, but my parents told me I have to go to University, I didn't want that, but I was too much of a fucking scaredy fag to talk back, sure I've told that to them, but all those parents are the same, they don't care, they just want results, good ones. The only peace I find in myself is when I'm alone, in my thoughts, I pictured myself with someone who understands me, liked me for who I am, maybe that person was the embodiment of my remaining "happiness" in life.....or maybe the embodiment of the "Happiness" I wanted to have. I sometimes wonder, do I just enjoy being lonely? Or have I gotten used to it? Why do I not like the presense of others, yet I yearn for it?

TL;DR: I just have a lot of things in my mind right now, just wanted to vent.

[DevaPain026]

lol. My dream is to become a watchmaker!

Me too. I even downloaded two books "how to repair mechanical watches" I want to learn how to draw the clock's parts to be able to make my own clocks which will be able to be made without too much troubles. I have to ask some of the watchmakers in my town to help me learn this.
I'm not quite sure did I start to like clocks after I saw Sakuya or before that , cuz I still remember when I first learned that Sylar from Heroes id watchmaker I said "lol that's cool" Maybe I have watch fetish?

[brupielink]

Me too. I even downloaded two books "how to repair mechanical watches" I want to learn how to draw the clock's parts to be able to make my own clocks which will be able to be made without too much troubles. I have to ask some of the watchmakers in my town to help me learn this.
I'm not quite sure did I start to like clocks after I saw Sakuya or before that , cuz I still remember when I first learned that Sylar from Heroes id watchmaker I said "lol that's cool" Maybe I have watch fetish?
I also want to make music boxes. I'm going to a special school for making instruments, which is also the place where they repair telescopes. After that i want to go to a watchmaker school.
I would like to make a replica of the pocket watch from Pandora Hearts.

[DevaPain026]

I would like to make a replica of Sakuya's pocket watch from a certain picture

[sheepgoesmeep]

when I drive I like to imagine I'm piloting a mecha of some sort :3

[kirant]

I still believe Avatar is the story of Colonel Miles Quaritch, a badass man tasked with running operations. He did all he could to complete his job but eventually died because of a traitor in his ranks.

[Shiraishi-kun]

when I drive I like to imagine I'm piloting a mecha of some sort :3

If I drove a car, I'd probably imagine the same thing. XD

GO GO GUNDAM CAR!!

[Sakuraa]

IkindalikethisgirlbutI'mwaitingonhertotellmeshelik esme.
Also, I'm not into anime like I used to be. THIS IS NOT COOL. D: I wish I had a passion for it again but... like.. D: Tis gone. I still love reading manga but... I can't watch anime without pausing it after 5 mins and forgetting about the window for 5 hrs. D:

[Yoda]

Considering name change, I am.
IkindalikethisgirlbutI'mwaitingonhertotellmeshelik esme.
Also, I'm not into anime like I used to be. THIS IS NOT COOL. D: I wish I had a passion for it again but... like.. D: Tis gone. I still love reading manga but... I can't watch anime without pausing it after 5 mins and forgetting about the window for 5 hrs. D:Meditate, you should.

[Veldin]

ok, I wil also Confes some things here


{removed for personal reason}

and... i can't think of more right now

[Beyond Birthday]

ok, I wil also Confes some things here

I somtimes lie in my bed, thinking about how to murder alot of ppl...(ppl i don't like)

Isn't that normal?

[Veldin]

Isn't that normal?

wel... i gues it is then...
*evil laugh*

[brupielink]

wel... i gues it is then...
*evil laugh*
Most of the same thing here too...

[DevaPain026]

Most of the same thing here too...

same here too except some of the parts

[brupielink]

same here too except some of the parts
Exactly what i mean.
I have the wrong friends. My friends (except one) are pot-smoking alcohol and drug addicts. One of them has a serious heart condition and escaped death twice, but just keeps on smoking and drinking. (allmost) all of the girls here are chain-smoking sluts, and i'm talking about the whole school.
I hate those guys

[Veldin]

uuuuh.....
damn, same here brupie....

[DevaPain026]

about the boys here , it's wrong , but you're totally right for almost all the girls here. They smoke and drink alcohol and stuff and for the sluts they're not like that YET

[Z008MJ]

Exactly what i mean.
I have the wrong friends. My friends (except one) are pot-smoking alcohol and drug addicts. One of them has a serious heart condition and escaped death twice, but just keeps on smoking and drinking. (allmost) all of the girls here are chain-smoking sluts, and i'm talking about the whole school.
I hate those guys

Must be usual all over the world then, as it's the same here, the whole school pretty much smokes, drinks, dresses slutty and what-not.

[Lucky Flame]

I only learned how to ride a bike 2 months ago.

[sheepgoesmeep]

I hate cheeseburgers.
gotta taste the meat more prominently

[VK-Skelton]

I hate cheeseburgers.
gotta taste the meat more prominently
http://img855.imageshack.us/img855/2246/1934t.jpg

OOoooooOH!

[sheepgoesmeep]

http://img855.imageshack.us/img855/2246/1934t.jpg

OOoooooOH!

oh that feel, I feel it so much bro!
http://i54.tinypic.com/b68t51.jpg

[Supernova141]

I'm furry for Rouge

http://rougethebat.zoomshare.com/files/untitledfff_2_.jpg

[Evileel]

Cool, she is mine favorite Sonic character too.
http://i.imgur.com/pxGe0.jpg
Especially her loli version ^_^
http://i35.tinypic.com/2rong2r.jpg
Wait, this is not a postanythingyoufeellikeposting thread. Where I am? Looks like Im posting here for very first time. Anyways, if you have nothing better to do, check out my furry collection album at social network:
http://social.happytreefriends.com/photo/albums/furries-1

[furball]

some sharktits pictures are actually pretty good

[sheepgoesmeep]

i agree
http://horobox.co.uk/u/sid1488_1320185099.png

[DevaPain026]

I'm a sweet tooth with ca tongue and I know the perfect way to kill a person without being noticed , but shhhh~h

[sheepgoesmeep]

ya know what annoys me about K-on! ?
when they say "K-on!" during the mid-episode break in the dub they pronounce it like "crayon" without the "R"~
It should be KAY-OWN!

[Naverwolf]

Really? o.o Well now you do! XD Actually, most of the girls on LSSF are either bisexual or Lesbian. I wonder why that is o.o

Isn't it because Lucky Star is full of hot girls and suggested yuri?

I hate it when people quote old things.

[Chibi_Nagato]

Isn't it because Lucky Star is full of hot girls and suggested yuri?

I'm bisexual...o_o But that's not why I like Lucky Star. I just like it for the random things they talk about.

[sheepgoesmeep]

I've been playing Assassins Creed waaaay too much this week.
I'm starting to hear the "there's hidden treasure nearby" and "you've been spotted, hide before you're identified" noises in the real world.
audible hallucinations could be attributed to lack of sleep~

[Naverwolf]

I'm bisexual...o_o But that's not why I like Lucky Star. I just like it for the random things they talk about.

As am I. I think. I'm not really sure, honestly. I'm either bisexual or a lesbian. But anyway, I wasn't meaning that's why the females of LSSF like Lucky Star. I was just bringing up one of the many attractive characteristics of LS.

[Z008MJ]

As am I. I think. I'm not really sure, honestly. I'm either bisexual or a lesbian. But anyway, I wasn't meaning that's why the females of LSSF like Lucky Star. I was just bringing up one of the many attractive characteristics of LS.

I am too, bisexual or lesbian, and a bit of both genders mind-wise too by now. I'm too complicated even for myself.

[Konata_is_Mine]

I moved from Alaska months ago, but never bothered to change my location >.>

[Droote]

I am too, bisexual or lesbian, and a bit of both genders mind-wise too by now. I'm too complicated even for myself.

How the hell can you be lesbian when you are a male?

[Naverwolf]

How the hell can you be lesbian when you are a male?

I'm guessing it has to do with being a transsexual.

[DeathByConservatism]

I've multiaccounted, ぜ

[furball]

I've multiaccounted, ぜ

I know where you live

[Beyond Birthday]

I know where you live

You sure?

[Naverwolf]

I know where I live! :D

...but I wanna live somewhere else ;3;

[Supernova141]

If America doesn't stop acting like the retard of the world, I may move to a North-western European country. Maybe the Netherlands.

[Droote]

If America doesn't stop acting like the retard of the world, I may move to a North-western European country. Maybe the Netherlands.

Oh you pothead!

[Naverwolf]

If America doesn't stop acting like the retard of the world, I may move to a North-western European country. Maybe the Netherlands.

If America doesn't stop acting like the retard of the world, I may move to Norway or Canada.

[DevaPain026]

I made my gf get into Patchouli Knowledge

[Sakuraa]

I'm going to see Beauty and the Beast in 3D at the movie theatre for my birthday even though I own the dvd of it and watch it regularly.

[Z008MJ]

How the hell can you be lesbian when you are a male?

Kind of like naverwolf said below this post of yours, but i guess bisexual works too, though then it depends of what angle you look at it from.

[Naverwolf]

I'm going to see Beauty and the Beast in 3D at the movie theatre for my birthday even though I own the dvd of it and watch it regularly.

I'm probably going to see it as well, even though I hate watching movies in 3D.

[furball]

I made my gf get into Patchouli Knowledge

What.

[Droote]

What.

It's a Touhou character

[furball]

It's a Touhou character

no, the grammar

[Droote]

no, the grammar

Oh, haha, I didn't even notice!

[brupielink]

I think i'm slowly turning yandere

[Beyond Birthday]

I think i'm slowly turning yandere

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OZs7IoWTvc

[Evileel]

Looks like BB knows some nice hardcore pieces ^_^
http://img829.imageshack.us/img829/604/kyubeysmile.jpg

[Supernova141]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OZs7IoWTvc

That's my favorite song.

[DevaPain026]

That's my favorite song.

mine is Bat Country
sorry for the bad grammar back then. I wasn't sure how to explain XDXDXD

[Supernova141]

I have a real confession to make

My entire PC was built by clicking check marks on Dell's website. I even got a Dell gaming mouse.

This was like 5 years ago, I didn't know what I was doing, okay?! Once I get some money I'm planning on building a legitimate PC.

[Naverwolf]

I'll do a real one too!

I hate high school and want to be done with it, but I'm afraid to graduate because I'm not really capable of being independent. And, of course, I have no one I can rely on. The only real goal I have for myself is to move away from Alabama, so I can't rely on the parents I don't love, either. Even the possibility of doing the unthinkable and going to college is slim, given that I don't exactly have amazing grades - for the reason that with no intention of going to college, I've never cared about them. =w= In a nutshell, currently, my adult life is looking screwed.

[DevaPain026]

a real confession
I feel horrible , the melancholy is just too much for me. Every day in high school it's the same old jerks who are insulting my gf and they're girls so it's not like going to fight with them because of that. I feel tired of my life , tired of sadness and pain that everybody give to me in mixture with their own problems and I think I won't be able to pull through all these 5 years. It repeats again and again , it's just unavoidable except if my gf move to the other class or move out of my school and even then I may be like this because there jerks will be always there and I can do nothing about it. The other thing I'm tired of is how everybody rely on me for their own problems and ask me for help and stuff. I know I can 't help so I use psychology;s method to make them find what they want to do by themself , but even then I still get tired of this. I want to be the old outsider with only one real friend that nobody cared for , it was so much easier. I just sat down everyday on my desk and talked with people that had no problems and still have no problems. I don't know if it's because of my gf (I don't think she's at fault and I know it's normal to be worried about her and to get angry at these b*tches) but it's just unbearable. of course there's no way to escape so anyway , I have to bare with it or just stand up and fight without caring is it a girl , a gnome or other creature born in hell.

[Veldin]

I got a little confession:
I love furry

[sheepgoesmeep]

I got a little confession:
I love furry

what a startling revelation!
http://sadpanda.us/images/814681-L3P8DIV.jpg

I wish i had more time to watch anime, I've only managed to start 2 new shows this season, I haven't been watching this little since around 2 years ago~

[Naverwolf]

=w= This is lengthy. And involves religion. Just thought I'd give a warning.

For about a year and a half I've been more or less attending a Methodist church. It started when I mentioned to an upperclassman that I was suicidal, and over a few weeks she convinced me to go to her church. I attended mostly as an agnostic observer; and enjoyed the free food and opportunity to sing (I like singing), and the people were nice. The sermons I didn't pay too much attention to spiritually, being a skeptic, but I listened to them. And I found myself agreeing with the sermons.

But a lot of it was feel-good kind of stuff. It's easy to believe in bible stories when you're sitting in a church, especially after singing worship songs. After some months, there was going to be a church trip. I went on it (but I didn't pay for myself). The basic structure of youth revivals seems to be one or more Christian rock bands, (a) humorous speaker(s), a chance to get saved, and a call to ministry. It was really clear I didn't belong when I was the only one who didn't go forward during the call to ministry part. On the last day there, people from our group were praying for each other, and they prayed for me, which was an odd experience.

So, this weekend was another trip; to a revival in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It started out in its usual way for me, being active during the singing part; but staying quiet during the rest. It was an evening service Friday, a morning and evening service Saturday, and a morning service Sunday. During the Saturday evening service, Reggie - the speaker - started talking about suicide. And he asked for anyone who is or was suicidal to stand up. And even though I've never raised my hand or whatever when I should have before, I stood up.

During the Sunday morning service, when they called for people to be saved, I stood up for that, too. (I actually had to walk up before the stage, but, details.) Darn it. I had a computer error, and I had it saved up to here, but I don't remember what I wrote afterwards. Well, when I got home from the trip, I thought I'd make some lifestyle changes, y'know?

I'm in the process of removing hundreds of songs from my Walkman, and getting rid of my hentai collection. I won't be illegally downloading music or games anymore, or...*sniffle* watch anime or read manga online. I won't masturbate (I didn't do that often before, but it really helps with period cramps), or cut myself. I'd stop lying, and being selfish. Etc, etc. That's the plan, anyway.

With my ways of spending free time destroyed, the next choice is to do something productive. But I can't use Flash anymore. I can use Flash itself, but I can't use FL Studio (music) or Manga Studio (graphics), because I got those illegally; and what good is a Flash animation or game without good sound or graphics? So I'm left with nothing to do. And it's not as if I have friends I could be with instead.

There are supposed to be tradeoffs for all this. And there are. But, I'm certainly not happy. I still hate myself, I still want to die. Now that I'm faced with the possibility of never cutting myself again, I constantly feel the urge to (I used to only want to when I was upset). I still feel like I don't belong at my church (or anywhere else). But now on top of that, I've lost almost everything that can make my day better.

So I'm not having the best day. As an added bonus, I feel like the worst Christian ever. And it's only been two days. What feels attractive to me right now is cutting up my arm, failing all my classes, walking until my feet won't carry me any longer, crawling into a hole or under a bridge, and slashing my throat.

[Droote]

=w= This is lengthy. And involves religion. Just thought I'd give a warning.

For about a year and a half I've been more or less attending a Methodist church. It started when I mentioned to an upperclassman that I was suicidal, and over a few weeks she convinced me to go to her church. I attended mostly as an agnostic observer; and enjoyed the free food and opportunity to sing (I like singing), and the people were nice. The sermons I didn't pay too much attention to spiritually, being a skeptic, but I listened to them. And I found myself agreeing with the sermons.

But a lot of it was feel-good kind of stuff. It's easy to believe in bible stories when you're sitting in a church, especially after singing worship songs. After some months, there was going to be a church trip. I went on it (but I didn't pay for myself). The basic structure of youth revivals seems to be one or more Christian rock bands, (a) humorous speaker(s), a chance to get saved, and a call to ministry. It was really clear I didn't belong when I was the only one who didn't go forward during the call to ministry part. On the last day there, people from our group were praying for each other, and they prayed for me, which was an odd experience.

So, this weekend was another trip; to a revival in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It started out in its usual way for me, being active during the singing part; but staying quiet during the rest. It was an evening service Friday, a morning and evening service Saturday, and a morning service Sunday. During the Saturday evening service, Reggie - the speaker - started talking about suicide. And he asked for anyone who is or was suicidal to stand up. And even though I've never raised my hand or whatever when I should have before, I stood up.

During the Sunday morning service, when they called for people to be saved, I stood up for that, too. (I actually had to walk up before the stage, but, details.) Darn it. I had a computer error, and I had it saved up to here, but I don't remember what I wrote afterwards. Well, when I got home from the trip, I thought I'd make some lifestyle changes, y'know?

I'm in the process of removing hundreds of songs from my Walkman, and getting rid of my hentai collection. I won't be illegally downloading music or games anymore, or...*sniffle* watch anime or read manga online. I won't masturbate (I didn't do that often before, but it really helps with period cramps), or cut myself. I'd stop lying, and being selfish. Etc, etc. That's the plan, anyway.

With my ways of spending free time destroyed, the next choice is to do something productive. But I can't use Flash anymore. I can use Flash itself, but I can't use FL Studio (music) or Manga Studio (graphics), because I got those illegally; and what good is a Flash animation or game without good sound or graphics? So I'm left with nothing to do. And it's not as if I have friends I could be with instead.

There are supposed to be tradeoffs for all this. And there are. But, I'm certainly not happy. I still hate myself, I still want to die. Now that I'm faced with the possibility of never cutting myself again, I constantly feel the urge to (I used to only want to when I was upset). I still feel like I don't belong at my church (or anywhere else). But now on top of that, I've lost almost everything that can make my day better.

So I'm not having the best day. As an added bonus, I feel like the worst Christian ever. And it's only been two days. What feels attractive to me right now is cutting up my arm, failing all my classes, walking until my feet won't carry me any longer, crawling into a hole or under a bridge, and slashing my throat.

Why do you delete/remove all these things out of your life? The only thing you will achieve is to ruin your life. Plus most of those things don't even conflict with your religion

[sheepgoesmeep]

^i was thinking that exact same thing, don't just throw away all the things that make you happy, at least find something to fill the void before you do~

[Naverwolf]

Why do you delete/remove all these things out of your life? The only thing you will achieve is to ruin your life. Plus most of those things don't even conflict with your religion

I'm definitely not making myself any happier, and if I don't find something to replace what I've taken away, my resolve probably won't hold for very long. But, it does conflict with my religion, because I'm not supposed to steal.

[Droote]

I'm definitely not making myself any happier, and if I don't find something to replace what I've taken away, my resolve probably won't hold for very long. But, it does conflict with my religion, because I'm not supposed to steal.

If you feel you are suicidal and your religion is making you even more miserable, then I suggest you cut that thing out right away. Your life is so much more important and valuable than you trying to fulfil all these rules your church or religion press on to you. If there is a god and he is good, he would agree.

[Z008MJ]

=w= This is lengthy. And involves religion. Just thought I'd give a warning.

For about a year and a half I've been more or less attending a Methodist church. It started when I mentioned to an upperclassman that I was suicidal, and over a few weeks she convinced me to go to her church. I attended mostly as an agnostic observer; and enjoyed the free food and opportunity to sing (I like singing), and the people were nice. The sermons I didn't pay too much attention to spiritually, being a skeptic, but I listened to them. And I found myself agreeing with the sermons.

But a lot of it was feel-good kind of stuff. It's easy to believe in bible stories when you're sitting in a church, especially after singing worship songs. After some months, there was going to be a church trip. I went on it (but I didn't pay for myself). The basic structure of youth revivals seems to be one or more Christian rock bands, (a) humorous speaker(s), a chance to get saved, and a call to ministry. It was really clear I didn't belong when I was the only one who didn't go forward during the call to ministry part. On the last day there, people from our group were praying for each other, and they prayed for me, which was an odd experience.

So, this weekend was another trip; to a revival in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It started out in its usual way for me, being active during the singing part; but staying quiet during the rest. It was an evening service Friday, a morning and evening service Saturday, and a morning service Sunday. During the Saturday evening service, Reggie - the speaker - started talking about suicide. And he asked for anyone who is or was suicidal to stand up. And even though I've never raised my hand or whatever when I should have before, I stood up.

During the Sunday morning service, when they called for people to be saved, I stood up for that, too. (I actually had to walk up before the stage, but, details.) Darn it. I had a computer error, and I had it saved up to here, but I don't remember what I wrote afterwards. Well, when I got home from the trip, I thought I'd make some lifestyle changes, y'know?

I'm in the process of removing hundreds of songs from my Walkman, and getting rid of my hentai collection. I won't be illegally downloading music or games anymore, or...*sniffle* watch anime or read manga online. I won't masturbate (I didn't do that often before, but it really helps with period cramps), or cut myself. I'd stop lying, and being selfish. Etc, etc. That's the plan, anyway.

With my ways of spending free time destroyed, the next choice is to do something productive. But I can't use Flash anymore. I can use Flash itself, but I can't use FL Studio (music) or Manga Studio (graphics), because I got those illegally; and what good is a Flash animation or game without good sound or graphics? So I'm left with nothing to do. And it's not as if I have friends I could be with instead.

There are supposed to be tradeoffs for all this. And there are. But, I'm certainly not happy. I still hate myself, I still want to die. Now that I'm faced with the possibility of never cutting myself again, I constantly feel the urge to (I used to only want to when I was upset). I still feel like I don't belong at my church (or anywhere else). But now on top of that, I've lost almost everything that can make my day better.

So I'm not having the best day. As an added bonus, I feel like the worst Christian ever. And it's only been two days. What feels attractive to me right now is cutting up my arm, failing all my classes, walking until my feet won't carry me any longer, crawling into a hole or under a bridge, and slashing my throat.

Downloading is one thing, but can't you just watch Anime online? I mean, it goes free on Japanese TV anyway, the internet just re-directs the channels so you can see it too.

And i have also never understood how cutting yourself helps one feel better?

[kirant]

I enjoy watching the internet blow up on SOPA and PIPA

[Kid Charlemagne]

@Naverwolf:

As a Methodist, I want to tell you that within Christianity, there is a wide range of opinions on some matters you mentioned.

I don't think God actually cares if you masturbate or not (just don't do it in public so you don't get arrested ^_^), nor do I think S/He condemns erotically explicit entertainment, as long as all the people making it are consenting, and it's not the kind that glorifies rape or pedophilia. S/He knows the harmless kind of erotic stuff--and its usual result, masturbation--are just examples of primates being primates.

To bring up another matter of human sexuality some of my fellow Christians are obsessed with, I don't think God condemns consensual homosexual behavior, either. I can't imagine God--Who is Love, according to the 1st Letter of John--condemning yaoi and yuri and bi people for consensual yaoi and yuri behavior. The Bible is precious to me, but it is not infallible. It reflects human attempts to understand God, which are necessarily imperfect, because only God fully understands God--so it is possible for even the writers of the Bible to have gotten a few things wrong.

I am more concerned to learn of your cutting urges and suicidal thoughts. I can only recommend that you seek help from a mental health professional on those matters. Those things often result from biochemical problems in the brain that can be alleviated, sometimes even fixed.

[Evileel]

=w= This is lengthy. And involves religion. Just thought I'd give a warning.

For about a year and a half I've been more or less attending a Methodist church. It started when I mentioned to an upperclassman that I was suicidal, and over a few weeks she convinced me to go to her church. I attended mostly as an agnostic observer; and enjoyed the free food and opportunity to sing (I like singing), and the people were nice. The sermons I didn't pay too much attention to spiritually, being a skeptic, but I listened to them. And I found myself agreeing with the sermons.

But a lot of it was feel-good kind of stuff. It's easy to believe in bible stories when you're sitting in a church, especially after singing worship songs. After some months, there was going to be a church trip. I went on it (but I didn't pay for myself). The basic structure of youth revivals seems to be one or more Christian rock bands, (a) humorous speaker(s), a chance to get saved, and a call to ministry. It was really clear I didn't belong when I was the only one who didn't go forward during the call to ministry part. On the last day there, people from our group were praying for each other, and they prayed for me, which was an odd experience.

So, this weekend was another trip; to a revival in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It started out in its usual way for me, being active during the singing part; but staying quiet during the rest. It was an evening service Friday, a morning and evening service Saturday, and a morning service Sunday. During the Saturday evening service, Reggie - the speaker - started talking about suicide. And he asked for anyone who is or was suicidal to stand up. And even though I've never raised my hand or whatever when I should have before, I stood up.

During the Sunday morning service, when they called for people to be saved, I stood up for that, too. (I actually had to walk up before the stage, but, details.) Darn it. I had a computer error, and I had it saved up to here, but I don't remember what I wrote afterwards. Well, when I got home from the trip, I thought I'd make some lifestyle changes, y'know?

I'm in the process of removing hundreds of songs from my Walkman, and getting rid of my hentai collection. I won't be illegally downloading music or games anymore, or...*sniffle* watch anime or read manga online. I won't masturbate (I didn't do that often before, but it really helps with period cramps), or cut myself. I'd stop lying, and being selfish. Etc, etc. That's the plan, anyway.

With my ways of spending free time destroyed, the next choice is to do something productive. But I can't use Flash anymore. I can use Flash itself, but I can't use FL Studio (music) or Manga Studio (graphics), because I got those illegally; and what good is a Flash animation or game without good sound or graphics? So I'm left with nothing to do. And it's not as if I have friends I could be with instead.

There are supposed to be tradeoffs for all this. And there are. But, I'm certainly not happy. I still hate myself, I still want to die. Now that I'm faced with the possibility of never cutting myself again, I constantly feel the urge to (I used to only want to when I was upset). I still feel like I don't belong at my church (or anywhere else). But now on top of that, I've lost almost everything that can make my day better.

So I'm not having the best day. As an added bonus, I feel like the worst Christian ever. And it's only been two days. What feels attractive to me right now is cutting up my arm, failing all my classes, walking until my feet won't carry me any longer, crawling into a hole or under a bridge, and slashing my throat.

There is way too much hate directed at yourself. You want to destroy your personality as well as body. http://i52.tinypic.com/2rz3wif.gif
You need to learn controlling your hate, as well as emotions in general. And Methodists don't offer any effective way of doing so. Most likely youre just wasting your time with them. Although getting rid of activities which kills your time and exhausts you psychologically, may be a good idea.
However "biochemical" solution if the worst case scenario. It will impair your ability to control your emotions yourself.

[Kid Charlemagne]

However "biochemical" solution is the worst case scenario. It will impair your ability to control your emotions yourself.

I don't entirely trust medications, either, but they do help some people.

I haven't sought professional help for my gloomy periods, but mine are not strong enough to make me want to harm myself (or anyone else), or to tempt me to use alcohol or illegal drugs. If my gloomy periods were that strong, I would seek professional help.

[DevaPain026]

=w= This is lengthy. And involves religion. Just thought I'd give a warning.

For about a year and a half I've been more or less attending a Methodist church. It started when I mentioned to an upperclassman that I was suicidal, and over a few weeks she convinced me to go to her church. I attended mostly as an agnostic observer; and enjoyed the free food and opportunity to sing (I like singing), and the people were nice. The sermons I didn't pay too much attention to spiritually, being a skeptic, but I listened to them. And I found myself agreeing with the sermons.

But a lot of it was feel-good kind of stuff. It's easy to believe in bible stories when you're sitting in a church, especially after singing worship songs. After some months, there was going to be a church trip. I went on it (but I didn't pay for myself). The basic structure of youth revivals seems to be one or more Christian rock bands, (a) humorous speaker(s), a chance to get saved, and a call to ministry. It was really clear I didn't belong when I was the only one who didn't go forward during the call to ministry part. On the last day there, people from our group were praying for each other, and they prayed for me, which was an odd experience.

So, this weekend was another trip; to a revival in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. It started out in its usual way for me, being active during the singing part; but staying quiet during the rest. It was an evening service Friday, a morning and evening service Saturday, and a morning service Sunday. During the Saturday evening service, Reggie - the speaker - started talking about suicide. And he asked for anyone who is or was suicidal to stand up. And even though I've never raised my hand or whatever when I should have before, I stood up.

During the Sunday morning service, when they called for people to be saved, I stood up for that, too. (I actually had to walk up before the stage, but, details.) Darn it. I had a computer error, and I had it saved up to here, but I don't remember what I wrote afterwards. Well, when I got home from the trip, I thought I'd make some lifestyle changes, y'know?

I'm in the process of removing hundreds of songs from my Walkman, and getting rid of my hentai collection. I won't be illegally downloading music or games anymore, or...*sniffle* watch anime or read manga online. I won't masturbate (I didn't do that often before, but it really helps with period cramps), or cut myself. I'd stop lying, and being selfish. Etc, etc. That's the plan, anyway.

With my ways of spending free time destroyed, the next choice is to do something productive. But I can't use Flash anymore. I can use Flash itself, but I can't use FL Studio (music) or Manga Studio (graphics), because I got those illegally; and what good is a Flash animation or game without good sound or graphics? So I'm left with nothing to do. And it's not as if I have friends I could be with instead.

There are supposed to be tradeoffs for all this. And there are. But, I'm certainly not happy. I still hate myself, I still want to die. Now that I'm faced with the possibility of never cutting myself again, I constantly feel the urge to (I used to only want to when I was upset). I still feel like I don't belong at my church (or anywhere else). But now on top of that, I've lost almost everything that can make my day better.

So I'm not having the best day. As an added bonus, I feel like the worst Christian ever. And it's only been two days. What feels attractive to me right now is cutting up my arm, failing all my classes, walking until my feet won't carry me any longer, crawling into a hole or under a bridge, and slashing my throat.

no offend Naver , ya' know you're my friend and that's why I'm telling this to you. Do you actually believe in God??? think about it logically , I'm not a disbeliever , but I don't think you have to destroy your life because of religion. For me religion is someting as extra after you've been born XDXDXD I can't say I believe , I can't say I don't either so I just don't care much. I mean , do you think that you'll be happier and better without all your hobbies and without your life??? I can answer that. Now , you'll get even more depressed. You have to understand that religion is not the ultimate thing that people have in their life , because does it make your character unique??? No , it makes you one of the many people that goes to church and listens to the Bible. (I don't even do that XDXDXD)
I understand that killing urges , I have them but I wanna kill something around me instead XDXDXD this is just how the anger and pain goes by. You want to kill someone after that you want to kill yourself and after that ... after that you probably get better or probably do the most stupid thing and end your own life =_=
I want to tell you , that religion has no rights to control your lifestyle. There is always an end of the depression , even though it feels endless , and if ya' ever want to talk for everything , doesn't matter if it matters or is just to say hi , I'll send ya' my skype ^_^ I unoffically work as an online psychologist , my friends always talk to me about problems and stuff so I got used to it ^_^ of course for real psychology help ask a real psychologist , I mean , I can only try to make people feel better and find answers they already know XDXDXD

[sheepgoesmeep]

my fingers smell awesome
they smell like Flaming Hot flavour Monster Munch, but I haven't had them in years, tis a mystery~

[Metaler]

I'm asexual.

[Shiraishi-kun]

I have a crush on Fluttershy. Completely non-sexual in nature, but a crush nonetheless.

[Evileel]

I have a crush on Fluttershy. Completely non-sexual in nature, but a crush nonetheless.
http://ist1-4.filesor.com/pimpandhost.com/5/2/8/8/52886/X/s/O/D/XsOD/futashy_eep.png

[Naverwolf]

This is more or less a rant; only the first two paragraphs are relevant.

I have returned o3o

I'd like to apologize to anyone who was concerned about me after I left - and before, I got a few pms about it. I didn't intend to leave after those posts; not for a noticeable amount of time; anyway. But I lost my internet connection. But my families' financial situations are more stable now, so I'm able to come back.

Yes, Deva, I do believe in God; and I'm still a Christian. But I've eased up on myself. I'm watching anime and reading manga again; I've just put a filter on it. (The same can be said for the music I'm listening to.) I'm attending church pretty regularly and I'm on better terms with it now; but I'm still not happy.

Ultimately my life hasn't changed much. Emotionally, it's changed for the worse, though. My mental state became more normal (I believe through Christ; but for anyone non religious reading this you can attribute it to better sleep or new friends or what have you); my manic depression is less pronounced now and I feel like I'm able to love again. I was happy about the latter; until I fell in love.

I still want to cut myself (though thus far I still haven't); and still get the urge to commit suicide. A month ago, I came for the third time in my life to the point of attempting suicide. I have since resolved not to kill myself, not just until after I graduate high school, but thereafter. However; I still can't see myself ever being happy and I still want to die. Part of my inevitable unhappiness comes from me choosing for myself to always be alone - which is why my falling in love was a bad thing. I could never be a good wife or mother, and so I wouldn't put anyone I care about in the position of having to deal with me.

For several years, mainly due to my social and emotional issues, I've wanted to be home schooled. I held off on it because of band, JROTC, and the few friends that I have. Despite my avoidance of social situations, I know it's good for me to be around people. But I've decided - well, it's not definite yet, but I'm pretty intent on it - to be home schooled my senior year.

While I want to say it's because of my mental issues; in reality I'm running away from the one I'm in love with. I know it's ridiculous of me to do so. A sixteen year old shouldn't decide to be forever alone; or fall in love with someone in the span of a few weeks. But I did both. I had already decided not to date when he asked me out, but I said yes anyway. I still have a little hope for myself, I guess.

But shortly thereafter I realized it wouldn't work; he has a future and I don't. But I couldn't bring myself to break up with him, so I got him to break up with me by being distant. So he left the relationship thinking I didn't give a damn, and he took the same attitude. So now, months later, I'm still in love with someone who doesn't care about me and I'm forced to see several times on a daily basis.

So, my plan is to get an early start on my life of being a hermit and spend my senior year of high school alone in my room. I'll still be able to get human contact, because of church. My biggest issue I foresee is this summer. I and three other people (including him) are going to Washington for a competition, which includes a ten or so hour drive there and back; and we'll be spending a few days there. So my last memory of school will have him in it. I hope in the months before then that I'll get control of myself enough to try and enjoy the experience rather than torture myself over it.

[Kid Charlemagne]

Yutaka sends Naverwolf a hug.

http://i175.photobucket.com/albums/w131/drkarma/Yutakawantsahug.jpg

I read these confessions and I wonder: did many of my peers suffer like y'all do, but I didn't notice that because I spent so much time in my own little world--I somewhat resemble a Cloudcuckoolander--or have things gotten worse for young people since I attended public schools (1969-1981)?

[Naverwolf]

Statistically speaking, things are worse in recent times. The rate of emotional and social disorders, drug and alcohol addictions, and suicides are always rising. But I think, regardless of the decade, there are always problems for someone to face.

[Evileel]

Tsukasa wants to give a hug for Naver-chan too!
http://i42.tinypic.com/x4q8nt.jpg
Don't know what smart advice to give here. But I sincerely wish you to finally find a balance in your life.

[Naverwolf]

Thanks for the hugs and wishes. Though your lack of advice is worrisome, given that I just found a fortune in my pocket reading "Rely on long time friends to give you advice with your present question."

[Z008MJ]

Naverwolf, i think you, like i did, overthink your expectations, life sucks, but that's fine.

I would never make a good husband, partner or life-companion either. But eventually you'll find someone who is fine with that.

Life is short already, no need to end it even faster. If your life has a meaning, you'll only ever know what it is if you live to find out. Things aren't pointless, if you can archive even a single thing, anything, then your life is worthwhile, and living is an archivement in itself.

I can somewhat see your point about not wanting to be with others if you think you have no future, but at best it would not matter to him, at worst you'd break up anyway, isn't it better to break up naturally then? Honestly, you do not seem to understand the concept of love. If two people are happy together then nothing else matters.

[Naverwolf]

It's not about finding someone who would accept me, I know I could do that. That's why I'm choosing to be alone. I'm doing so for the sake of others, not for me. A part of love is wanting the person/people you love to be happy; and no one who is with me can truly be happy. I'm choosing to be alone so that he, and anyone else I may love in the future, can be happy.

I'm not really concerned with the meaning of life, I've already achieved plenty. Not so much towards my own success, but I've had a positive impact on several people's lives; and that's a good enough meaning for me. But achieving, to me, doesn't bring happiness. I'd rather be happy than successful, which is not going to happen. Life, as you said, sucks. But I intend to live mine anyway, even if that should lead me severe depression or homelessness.

I don't think it's better to break up naturally, in my case. If I know we're eventually going to break up, why drag it out? That'd only make it harder on both of us. As far as two people being happy together, you seemed to skip over something. I love him, yes; but he doesn't care about me. The 'happily ever after' ending requires mutual love.

[Z008MJ]

I don't think it's better to break up naturally, in my case. If I know we're eventually going to break up, why drag it out? That'd only make it harder on both of us. As far as two people being happy together, you seemed to skip over something. I love him, yes; but he doesn't care about me. The 'happily ever after' ending requires mutual love.

I thought it was the reversed, he liked you and you ignored him till it was over. I misunderstood then. That makes the following statement mute, but i'll add it anyway:

Teenage love rarely lasts long, so from your perspective all teenagers should ignore eachother. Besides, one never know how things turns out, and at worst, breaking up can be a very valuable experience.

[furball]

I don't believe in love anymoresorta-ishmaybe

[Naverwolf]

I thought it was the reversed, he liked you and you ignored him till it was over. I misunderstood then. That makes the following statement mute, but i'll add it anyway:

Teenage love rarely lasts long, so from your perspective all teenagers should ignore eachother. Besides, one never know how things turns out, and at worst, breaking up can be a very valuable experience.

Well, if you'd like a somewhat more detailed version, then here:
He's a year below me, and had liked me for about a year before asking me out. However, we'd never really talked (I'm not very approachable); so I'd have to guess his part of the attraction was physical. After a week or two I realized I would never be able to be what he needed, and so I started drifting from him. I didn't ever ignore him; that would be kind of difficult given that I'm around him on a daily basis anyway. Because of the way we broke up, it was clear to me the relationship hadn't met much to him; and in addition, it wasn't long before he had a new girlfriend.

As for your statement, I disagree. First of all, I never said anything about ignoring people. I think teenagers can have relationships, it all depends on what they want out of it; and of course, friends. But what I disagree with is the first bit. I think love, be the person ten, fifteen, twenty five, fifty, what have you, can be long lasting. Rather than teenage love rarely lasting long, I just think it's rare. Teenagers have the tendency to call lust, crushes, and obsessions "love" when they're really not. But genuine love can be long lasting, whether the two people in question are sixteen or thirty six.

[Sakuraa]

As for your statement, I disagree. First of all, I never said anything about ignoring people. I think teenagers can have relationships, it all depends on what they want out of it; and of course, friends. But what I disagree with is the first bit. I think love, be the person ten, fifteen, twenty five, fifty, what have you, can be long lasting. Rather than teenage love rarely lasting long, I just think it's rare. Teenagers have the tendency to call lust, crushes, and obsessions "love" when they're really not. But genuine love can be long lasting, whether the two people in question are sixteen or thirty six.

I agree with this. One can fall in love at any age really. It's just that teenagers often get lust and love confused. A teenager can find someone and be totally in love.

On topic for the confessional: I have a really huge crush on Jennifer Lawrence. Google her. <3

[sheepgoesmeep]

i'm not really a sheep.
DUN DUN DUUUNN!!
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y194/Jenny_Wildcat/Oh%20Crap%20gifs/tumblr_lhq5nut8681qf439xo1_500.gif

[Droote]

I don't believe in love anymoresorta-ishmaybe

As in you don't believe in the existence of love as a neurobiological concept?

[Naverwolf]

i'm not really a sheep.
DUN DUN DUUUNN!!
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y194/Jenny_Wildcat/Oh%20Crap%20gifs/tumblr_lhq5nut8681qf439xo1_500.gif

Tell me you at least go meep!?

The highlight of my morning routine is peeing in the shower.

[furball]

peeing in the shower is nasty

[Naverwolf]

peeing in the shower is nasty

Doesn't seem any different than peeing in the toilet to me.

[sheepgoesmeep]

i feel like posting some hot hardcore yuri :3
http://i.imgur.com/6WbQG.gif

[furball]

Doesn't seem any different than peeing in the toilet to me.

You don't stand in your toilet do you?

[Naverwolf]

You don't stand in your toilet do you?

I stand above the water, pee into the water, and let the water drain away the pee.

[sheepgoesmeep]

You don't stand in your toilet do you?

i tried it once, i almost got my foot stuck in the drain :I

[Naverwolf]

i tried it once

...why?

[sheepgoesmeep]

...why?

http://i3.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/001/245/for_the_lulz2.JPG
don't worry, i washed my foot immediately afterwards~

[Naverwolf]

http://i3.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/001/245/for_the_lulz2.JPG
don't worry, i washed my foot immediately afterwards~

Well as long as you were safe about it.

[Kid Charlemagne]

Tell me you at least go meep!?

The highlight of my morning routine is peeing in the shower.

http://i175.photobucket.com/albums/w131/drkarma/PRDFP.jpg

But if it helps keep you from doing anything self-destructive, OK. Just don't use MY shower. ^_^

[Evileel]

Tell me you at least go meep!?
The highlight of my morning routine is peeing in the shower.
This thread is quickly becoming one of mine favorite here.
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[VK-Skelton]

As in you don't believe in the existence of love as a neurobiological concept?

What is love?Baby don't hurt meDon't hurt meNo more

[Sakuraa]

Don't worry Naverchan you're not the only girl that does that. XD I know of others I know that we got into the weirdest convo once about peeing in showers.

I've been called anorexic all my life and I eat a lot because food is delicious. My metabolism just sucks and I hate it. My bmi is 15.9. Normal is >18.5

[Naverwolf]

Don't worry Naverchan you're not the only girl that does that. XD I know of others I know that we got into the weirdest convo once about peeing in showers.

I've been called anorexic all my life and I eat a lot because food is delicious. My metabolism just sucks and I hate it. My bmi is 15.9. Normal is >18.5

Madam. Your metabolism does not suck. Rather, it does not suck enough.

[Sakuraa]

Madam. Your metabolism does not suck. Rather, it does not suck enough.

Haha. Its hard when you have to eat something every 3 hrs though. It's costly too. Because I have to eat a lot more than most people. XD

I've been craving maple syrup all week. What gives? xDD I'M PREGNANT YOU GUYSSSSSS. lolno. XD I just have cravings like a pregnant lady.

[Beyond Birthday]

I was quite surprised there for a moment there~

[Shiraishi-kun]

Haha. Its hard when you have to eat something every 3 hrs though. It's costly too. Because I have to eat a lot more than most people. XD

I've been craving maple syrup all week. What gives? xDD I'M PREGNANT YOU GUYSSSSSS. lolno. XD I just have cravings like a pregnant lady.

I have those, and I'm a guy!!

[Naverwolf]

Haha. Its hard when you have to eat something every 3 hrs though. It's costly too. Because I have to eat a lot more than most people. XD

I've been craving maple syrup all week. What gives? xDD I'M PREGNANT YOU GUYSSSSSS. lolno. XD I just have cravings like a pregnant lady.

Silly girl, you're not pregnant, you're just Canadian.

[kirant]

Haha. Its hard when you have to eat something every 3 hrs though. It's costly too. Because I have to eat a lot more than most people. XD

I've been craving maple syrup all week. What gives? xDD I'M PREGNANT YOU GUYSSSSSS. lolno. XD I just have cravings like a pregnant lady.

I was about to point out the obvious "You have to have sex before you can pregnant cravings.

On a similar note
One of my friends' parents served bowls of maple syrup...and had us consume it like broth. It's not as good as it sounds.

[Sakuraa]

@Naverchan: XDDD DARN RIGHT.

@Kirant: Touche. I giggled my butt off. XDD It's true.

Gloomy cloudy days make me feel bleh and bored but rainy days excite me. What gives?

[Naverwolf]

@Naverchan: XDDD DARN RIGHT.

@Kirant: Touche. I giggled my butt off. XDD It's true.

Gloomy cloudy days make me feel bleh and bored but rainy days excite me. What gives?

I know that feel...sis?

Unless it's during the summer, in which I relish the escape from the sun.

[kirant]

When I want to feel smart, I visit explainxkcd and laugh at how many older comics need explaining...

[Naverwolf]

I consider Idiocracy a comedy/horror, because I fear that's the road we're headed down.

[Veldin]

I'm boned, money.... its....needed

A.M.R. Jonkman € -78,96
my health insurance was € 111,00

[DevaPain026]

I started reading The Bro's Code from Barney from How I met your mother series
I am a big fan of assassins

[sheepgoesmeep]

i blink a lot less often than most people
it makes my eyes sooooooooo dry ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)

[kirant]

Despite my love of their style of space shows, I have a complete love-hate relationship with Xebec.

They produced Nadesico, Stellvia, and Fafner...three shows with fairly intricate characters...but basically drop them after the series...Nadesico gets a movie (which was basically the cash in of a merchandise phase) and it flops. Several years later, Fafner gets a movie which does alright, but isn't highly advertised.

Finally, recently, Fafner gets green lit for a sequel. The other two? Dry docked because of "internal conflict with the studio".

...So what has Xebec been draining money on all this time? Garbage, garbage, garbage. I really wanted to punch my screen when I saw what they were doing instead

[sheepgoesmeep]

I for one love Xebec's newer stuff~
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-e8MmB2jTlpA/TrAK-ET_fOI/AAAAAAAAAdg/UzMLq9Cyod8/s1600/softenni+sp05-3.gif

[DevaPain026]

i blink a lot less often than most people
it makes my eyes sooooooooo dry ლ(ಠ益ಠლ)

lol same here , my eyes gets dry too often and I blink quite odd

[Naverwolf]

u.u I posted in bad theater experiences without reading the OP.

[sheepgoesmeep]

i hate it when i find two Bidoofs and i only have one masterball.
:I

[furball]

Some disgaea mage pictures are really nice. Even if it's a trap

[Shiraishi-kun]

I consider Idiocracy a comedy/horror, because I fear that's the road we're headed down.

OH FUCK YES. I was more disturbed than amused by it because all that was in the movie could actually happen in the future (Fuddruckers becoming Buttfuckers, for instance).

[kirant]

Scared as hell right now. Election running this afternoon and Alberta basically is choosing between "Status quo" and "Republicans, Alberta style". Seriously. They have candidates that are corrupt, that openly attack gays, claim that while politicians have a "Caucasian advantage" (and I use quotes literally), and believe that throwing 300 bucks at each person, money likely going to go to a fancy dinner and show, is going to be worth way more than a school or hospital.

Granted, status quo is no godsend. It's a party with compacency issues after being elected in for 41 (!) years...a head who couldn't lead a paper bag, was thrown a grenade by our last farmer of a leader, who was thrown a grenade by our premier before that (who actually was an amazing guy)...well you get the idea. Hell in a handbasket.

C'est, ce que c'est...

Oh, and in before "Karma, you conservative bastard!" (But I'm not even a self defined conservative ._.)

[Sakuraa]

Scared as hell right now. Election running this afternoon and Alberta basically is choosing between "Status quo" and "Republicans, Alberta style". Seriously. They have candidates that are corrupt, that openly attack gays, claim that while politicians have a "Caucasian advantage" (and I use quotes literally), and believe that throwing 300 bucks at each person, money likely going to go to a fancy dinner and show, is going to be worth way more than a school or hospital.

Granted, status quo is no godsend. It's a party with compacency issues after being elected in for 41 (!) years...a head who couldn't lead a paper bag, was thrown a grenade by our last farmer of a leader, who was thrown a grenade by our premier before that (who actually was an amazing guy)...well you get the idea. Hell in a handbasket.

C'est, ce que c'est...

Oh, and in before "Karma, you conservative bastard!" (But I'm not even a self defined conservative ._.)

I heard about that. The wildrose party isnt it? I facedesked when i saw them on television. I was like... "Uh this is Canada, we dont do these things." THEN I HEARD THEY WERE WINNING AT ONE POINT IN THE POLLS AND I WAS LIKE... "TGFIDSJGKFDSOGFDSJK WHAT THE FUDGE" And then I pouted. I wish all the best to people in Alberta tonight as to you kirant. D:

I'm impatient when waiting for things to arrive. We bought a sofa and a chair like 2-3 weeks ago now and we still havent got it because they had to ship it ; 3 ; I'm horrible.

[Naverwolf]

I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on LSSF much longer.

[sheepgoesmeep]

I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on LSSF much longer.

http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxhus2xNW41r6wtdro1_500.gif

but whyyyy? we like you, we'l miss you if you leave, you're a cool person~

[Naverwolf]

http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxhus2xNW41r6wtdro1_500.gif



AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Because it'll be easier to go if I'm alone.

[Veldin]

Going to the doctor soon

[kirant]

OH THANK GOD.

Status quo stands true. I'm not living in Texas North.

EDIT -
Too much so. Another majority -_-

[CYBERDISC]

Saw this motivational-ish vid http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtNSjNGx8GA&list=FLeJOy7DNj0Cd-uS_nRG91hQ&feature=mh_lolz

I couldn't picture myself in anything like what he said at 5:30, when 2-3 years ago I surely would have. Kind of sad...

[Supernova141]

OH THANK GOD.

Status quo stands true. I'm not living in Texas North.

EDIT -
Too much so. Another majority -_-

...Wut?

[kirant]

...Wut?

Scared as hell right now. Election running this afternoon and Alberta basically is choosing between "Status quo" and "Republicans, Alberta style". Seriously. They have candidates that are corrupt, that openly attack gays, claim that while politicians have a "Caucasian advantage" (and I use quotes literally), and believe that throwing 300 bucks at each person, money likely going to go to a fancy dinner and show, is going to be worth way more than a school or hospital.

Granted, status quo is no godsend. It's a party with compacency issues after being elected in for 41 (!) years...a head who couldn't lead a paper bag, was thrown a grenade by our last farmer of a leader, who was thrown a grenade by our premier before that (who actually was an amazing guy)...well you get the idea. Hell in a handbasket.

C'est, ce que c'est...

Oh, and in before "Karma, you conservative bastard!" (But I'm not even a self defined conservative ._.)

That.

[Kid Charlemagne]

Because it'll be easier to go if I'm alone.

We would miss you.

Also, where are you thinking of going?

[DevaPain026]

I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on LSSF much longer.

WE'LL MISS YOU NAVER-CHAN!!! ;_;

[brupielink]

I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on LSSF much longer.
Bu-bu=but it will be less fun without you!
But if you have to, take care, you're always welcome here :3

[Dally]

I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on LSSF much longer.

http://webtrax.hu/myfacewhen/faces/lineart-memes/oh-crap-omg-rage-face.jpg

[Naverwolf]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;

[Chibi_Nagato]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;

:D YAY Navernyan~

[Dally]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;

Remind me to give Sakuraa a big hug.

[brupielink]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;
Sakunyan is best canadian

[Kid Charlemagne]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;

Yayy! Party time!
http://i175.photobucket.com/albums/w131/drkarma/goofyMLPteaparty.png

[Sakuraa]

You guys make me feel so loved ; w ;
Naverchan is more awesome than Sakunyan!! xDDD! >w<

[Naverwolf]

Sakunyan is more awesome than Naverchan -w-

[kirant]

Every time I want to throw humanity under a bus, one of these stories pop up...
I volunteered at my boy's school today. He is in Kindergarten.

In his class is a special needs boy. He has a full time helper. I am not sure what his issue is, it appears to be an emotional control thing, for want of a better term I would say Autistic. He would be disruptive to the class, and would be put outside the classroom till he could calm down. The first thing that went through my mind was "why is he in this class?" Everytime he was disruptive, he was taken out. About 30-60 mins between issue, sometimes less than 30 mins. All i could think was why is this one child being allowed to distrup the other kids learning. Often one group of kids were left to their own devices while the disruptive kids was dealth with.

Later in the morning I was in the hallway taking down some art the kids did. While I was out there the boy was put out again for something. As i was nearby something very interesting happened. Another boy (I would reckon grade 4 or 5) came up to the child and said "I used to have trouble like you as well when I was younger". He then proceeded to walk the child through breathing exercises to calm him down. He talked to him helped him realize what he had done to get put in the hall, as it turns out he has issues when he is not first in line. The older boy talk him through the issues and the child calmy knocked on the boy door and was let into class. As this was ending the VP came by and was about to interupt these two boys. I called her over and explained waht happened. She get a hugh smile and seaid the older boy was worse than the young one when he was in Kindergarten. Made me realize that might be the reason the young child is in with the other kids, so he could be exposed to "good" behavouir and learn kids like the older boy.

It was very nice also to see the VP pull the older boy aside and huge him and congratulate him on his "mentoring" of the younger boy.

[DevaPain026]

u.u I'm probably not going to leave, Sakunyaa talked me out of it.

Sorry for worrying you guys ; 3 ;

HORAY
Sakunyan , you're actually loved by us XDXDXD

[Naverwolf]

When my hair is in a braid, I feel like Tomb Raider.

[DevaPain026]

When my hair is in a braid, I feel like Tomb Raider.

I confess that one of my friends tried to make my hair in braids , I hope she won't upload the pic on FB or something :S:S:S